There'll be times
when I couldn't stop thinking about you
missing you
late at night at 3:00 am
I kept on wondering,
you there, so far away from me,
could you be thinking about me too?
Missing me too
late at night at 3:00 am too.
We started off with an
unexpected meeting
that time, we were not so far away
barely embracing each other's hearts.
Manage to counter all your
quick smart remarks
and in the end,
I fell first.
Head over heels for you.
But here's me saying,
"Do you feel the same as I do?"
I know I should've probably
hadn't done this.
Shouldn't have let myself fall free
But I felt happy
till my stomach gave off
so many butterflies,
but it also brings scars to
the deepest parts of my heart,
and eye bags under my black orbs
sobbing between the words my mouth
couldn't make out.
But they were about you.
It struck me,
like a lightning bolt.
When I heard,
you like another girl
other than me.
But oh well.
What could I do?
I'm not yours to begin with,
We merely stay as close friends
And since it's all my fault,
so,
Can we go back to being strangers?
Or just stay like this?
Tell me, dear.
Because how we met now,
is different compared to yesterday,
and yesteryear.
We were more awkward,
confused with what words to say.
My eyes rarely meeting yours.
But I could feel yours on me.
And a smile will always escape my lips.
As we admire each other
in silence.
But sometimes,
I just felt,
like you don't want to talk to me.
Maybe never again.
So I let myself agree to the silence
Gave myself away to it.
We don't have to be in
real relationship.
Just want you to confess
to my heart and body.
Don't you feel it too?
This small heart screaming
out your name in distress
crying while wishing
you were mine.